autocriticism

Many a time couldn't I cooled down my anger this year,I regretted for it very much.I don't wanna anything outside effect me,cheap nfl jerseys， however,it seems that it is impossible at all,or say my ability of self-control is too bad.Originally I have regarded myself as a person with a good mind-set,yet,I am wrong,overrated myself.I really need to self-examine,not outsiders disturbed me,instead,it's just because of taking myself too seriously.I can't always live in my own perfect world,which is my real fault.To accept all words,bad or even worse.In fact,under those masks,countless true words from the bottom of each person which we can't accept or make us angry.False seems better than hurt.

Only in experiences can I know myself better,bad mood is temporary,learning to quiet mind is a lesson we should spend a lifetime in.
Try to imagine we are the lowest position,maybe we can lose all angers.To find a quieter place to read books from tomorrow,cheap snapbacks， fighting is farther away and I feel so empty because I didn't take good use of working-time.Sometimes I can't persist one thing too long,really incapable!
Never ask for trouble,this is my first year to understand deeply how hard to get on with many mid-aged women.Not saying a word is not realistic,but each time,no matter how much I say or what I say,I feel all of them waste,boring,even including myself.I understood slowly my sister's words that working is not tired,but being with colleagues is a terrible thing.
The people aged 40 have no puzzles.Near to such an age,it never makes me panic,just a number.However,it brings me some troubles,seeing the society's and man's ugliness makes me lose all zeals.Sometimes I wonder whether to look clearly those,in short,not so good.However I don't want be a fool or pretend.I think I should try to contain dirtiness,cheap replica oakleys， not only eagering niceness.It's meaningless.

Think back the days of twenty years ago,seeing everything clean and nice,heart is pure.To tell those youth,to cherish their sincerity each other and it will be a treasure of the whole life.After all those days never return forever.Although my some sincere emotions have gone,the feelings they brings me never fade.
I am sure when I adapt to all surroundings,then less can effect me,I maybe put on the same mask as others',however my heart will never be changed.I think many people are doing such a thing.This is society! we are changing for it.Maybe one day,wholesale nfl jerseys， something makes me do dirty things.So your things are yours,not others,and it's with others.